no matter how it comes into expression.
The first word on the map below is “responsibility”.
Fear of responsibility can make you reject any kind of personal empowerment, including this one.
By being aware of this fear, as you read on, this page can be a useful tool for positive personal change.
Will only exists in its free form, and it always generates potential responsibility.
Fear of responsibility can make you invent a form of will that is not free.
“If I do not have my own free will, I am really not the one making the choices,
and therefore I do not have any responsibility.”
Fear of responsibility is the main driving force behind your self-deception.
You only have the consciousness that you are willing to use - it grows with use.
Your consciousness constantly shows you things that you need to relate to and
situations where you need to make choices.
Will alone is like having a great set of tools and lots of ideas but no energy and no materials to work with.
Love alone goes nowhere – nothing really happens.
Your creative power comes from your willingness to embrace and use love.
The term “loving intention” describes the core of your creative power.
Your motives, intentions and visions are greatly influenced by the presence of love.
Love has no expression when not influenced by any will.
If you suppress one of them, you will also be suppressing the other.
They can both be recognised by their uplifting, strengthening and healing effect.
With very little love inside you will have a hard time understanding anything.
Love and fear can fill the same space in your life.
Your self-love gives you a natural inner sense of security.
If your self-love decreases, so will your inner sense of security,
thus allowing fear to grow and pick up the space.
Fear moves in when love moves out.
Indifference is like cancer - once it gets a hold it has a tendency of spreading.
In a state of total indifference nothing makes any difference.
Nothing has any meaning - nothing has any value.
There are no motifs, no intensions, no visions, no wishes and no dreams.
There is no reason what so ever to make any kind of choice.
In a state of total indifference you are no longer capable of making any choices.
Will has gone and you can´t choose to go back.
Your body responds to indifference with pain.
You will die from self-neglect long before you reach a state of total indifference.
This is to prevent your life from destroying your entire being.
Even though fear may be your main reason for becoming indifferent,
a fearful experience may be the only thing that can shake you out of it.
Fear can be very unpleasant to you as an individual, but indifference is poison to all creation.
Every step towards using your creativity is a step away from fear and indifference.
When using your creativity your way, you are also using your will-power and your capacity for love.
All of these will grow and evolve with use, and so will your sense of responsibility, and your consciousness.
Cultural Beliefs
There are a number of beliefs that have been integrated into your culture to keep you from empowering
yourself. Here are some of them:
• Love hurts.
• The truth is ugly.
• Your will does not matter – everything is predetermined.
• Responsibility is a heavy burden that you should avoid.
• Indifference makes you strong.
• You must suffer in order to learn – “no pain no gain”.
• Pain and suffering makes you worthy.
• Your body is shameful – your desire makes you feel guilty.
• You are not OK – you are not good enough.
You were not born with such beliefs.
If you have any of them, you have adopted them as a part of your cultural adaption.
Finding the courage to question these beliefs is vital, as the price that you pay for having them is very high.
Fearful people are easy to control and manipulate.
The urge to control and manipulate other people comes from fear.
Both groups of people are burdened by fear, and both groups are suffering.
The feeling of meaninglessness is common in both groups.
No matter what group you belong to, by peeling off your cultural adaption and focusing
on your creative ability, you can return to the loving state in which you were born.
From fear back to love.
You were born a creator!
Fear of responsibility and the school of life.
Fear of responsibility can cause you to choose not to make your own choices.
Other peoples choices will fill the void that you make this way.
Fear of responsibility can cause you to avoid using your creative power, as you
fear being held responsible for the consequences that your creation might have.
The school of life has a very large number of deeply irresponsible pupils.
These pupils have a tendency of destroying themselves, destroying each other,
and destroying the school. They believe that they are free of responsibility as long as they
do as everyone else does. They are constantly looking for outer causes to their inner state,
and will often claim not to have any choice, not to have any “free will”.
A will is something that makes choices. A will not capable of making choices would be your own invention.
The school of life teaches responsibility as its main course.
This is why it has so many deeply irresponsible pupils - they have simply come to the right place.
You learn almost entirely by consequence, and the teaching takes the form of a very large number
of consequences. They are small at first, but if you refuse to learn, the consequences just get bigger.
Many consequences are purely emotional, and your body acts as an emotional amplifier.
Every emotion that you experience in your emotional consciousness has a physical aspect.
Physical consequences are amplified by your body´s sensitivity and fragility.
Your body has the job of making both emotional and physical consequences very clear to you.
Positive and negative consequences are amplified equally, so that you can easily experience the difference.
Every day has a potential reward for you.
Every day you experience this connection:
motivation → choice → action → consequence → responsibility.
With time you develop a natural and relaxed awareness of this connection – an awareness that is not
based on fear. This awareness is integrated into your entire being – you take it with you.
How much time you need to do this is totally up to you – you can take the course as many
times as you need to – and the consequences can be just as intense as you need them to be.
Consequence awareness + loving intention = true accountability
If your fear of responsibility is keeping you from fully using your creative abilities,
then you have come to the right place.
The school of life educates creators!